Thursday, February 1, 2018

Tianeptine & meds journal

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Tianeptine with Niacin Tryptophan and Tyrosine + Huperzine rocked my world today. If it goes like this, I can be symptom free in Green Bank, at least as far as mental brain symptoms are concerned.

Also: Ivermectin had a big effect, as did Wormwood. FL? Some gut pathogen? We'll know soon ... very soon.

When I get contracting symptoms after I eat ( I wonder if this is related to serotonin in peristalsis??) I dont want to do anything ... like now.

So I'll go home... test how I feel there (with whatever is there) and maybe even meditate on the bed. Take some niacin and tryptophan after a while and I may be back....

Tianeptine Day 2 (night) took 1/2 dapsone and lots of tryptophan and 5htp. When I took melatonin all the symptoms went away for a while (is it really Quinolinic acid that accumulates that is causing all those symptoms primarily neurological)

I have also been taking 2.5 mg of Deprenyl (Selegiline) x2/day

And a half tablet of tegretol 4x/day
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Day 3 wake up better than ever. Even not feeling both radiators being on. That is amazing (for only day 3). I think it's not just the HPA axis regulation, it is the serotonin that is causing peristalsis. I had one large bowel movement almost immediately on waking up and one two hours later. My bowels havent moved like that of their own accord for a while.

Have been dealing with a bit of nausea (6.3/10) today, probably from taking 6 drops of Oregano oil on an empty stomach.

I am noticing that I am not nearly as driven now. This had started before the tinapetine, as the anxiety from whatever was causing my condition and definately in response to the EMFs is not there. There is no anxiety to move away from. I am surely approaching a new phase. I believe this will continue to work. Tyrosine does help get things done.

Also, VIP and BX are dramatically more powerful today, like instinctively 4x (first time I've taken them together on tianeptine).


Took 1 drop of memantine at night. Cleared the brain symptoms, but I was flat and "empty" like nothing to do or want. Which was okay pre sleep but with no motivation would be hard to navigate the day. NO motivation the next day.
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(taking ALA 24 hours starting day 3)

Day 4 - Woke up with stiff joints but mostly loose muscles. Had a bowel movement within ~ 45 mins (that helped). The environmental reactions at home are something I need to sort out.

I am also having memories from my past I haven't considered in years come up ... which overall is a good thing.

It is still early in this adjustment with the brain meds. I believe it will settle in two weeks time or so (HPA axis regulation) and slow is smooth and smooth is fast in this realm. That is less is more, when it comes to brain interventions. Got to develop further patience. I want it to happen fast.

The things I have to work out are:

how do I stay productive & emotively in the excitotory in the interim?
-> stop putting things out of mind (like ODM tasks) and see in your mind what it is that will have been accomplished and why you want to do it.


how do I make sure I do the right things for my health?
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.5 - 2 hours before a bowel movement I get an adrenal crash. First shakiness, then brain fog, then adrenaline shoots up and mobilizes glucose and cortisol, then I get hunger, I eventually give in and eat (sometimes shit food - not a good idea), and then relief after a bowel movement.


Had bad adrenal crash before bowel movement on Day 4, depressed too a bit.

Took phenibut and after a 4 hour nap in the evening went to clover. A bit off, "age regressed" played with fox pelush toy. Childliish behavior

Took 1/2 dapsone pre sleep
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Woke up with the most relaxed musculuture ever!

Malarone & Ivermectin clear symptoms => Babs, FL?

Also supposedly beta blockers help clear Babs from RBC.

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Lioresal - good for carnial neuralgia
Gabapentin - good for clonus + peristalsis.
 Slept like a baby and woke up good.

but 1 lioresal + 300 mg of gabapentin the next morning  and No motivation whatsoever. Even though I felt good it was flat and was difficult to leave house. Lots of Tyrosine and DLPhenylalanine and Folate later. Dopamine surge, some Eminem music, eye of the tiger and off I go. (Glutamate modulates Dopamine - drive and joy)

Had major ammonia toxicity after meal ( 4 eggs Turkey + salad). Counters: Glutamine, Ornithine, Molybdenum, and Bismuth.

Reduce dosage of gabapentin to 100. Reduce tianeptine dosage.

<Tianeptine also modulates glutamate>

Remember: Tianeptine helps heal HPA Axis

Tianeptine prevents and reverses stress-induced glucocorticoid-mediated dendritic remodeling in CA3 pyramidal neurons in the hippocampus (40,41) and stress-induced increases in dendritic length and branching in the amygdala (50). Tianeptine blocks the dendritic remodeling caused by stress or glucocorticoids (41), blocks stress-induced impairments of spatial memory performance in radial and Y-maze (70,71) and antagonizes the deleterious effects of alcohol (72).

An increasing number of studies suggest that it is the ability to modify synaptic plasticity that is the crucial feature of clinically effective antidepressants, rather than the enhancement of neuronal survival alone



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